Changes make me feel unsafe in the world no matter what. I tried to think of another ending for that sentence but the truth is big changes or little changes make me feel unsafe in the world. I recently changed … Continue reading
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I’m not sure I should post today. I am feeling really cranky, that sounds so much less intimidating than I am angry. Anger is not a feeling that I do well. In fact, I spent so many years never acknowledging … Continue reading
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Feeling connected to others on a level that can permeate the walls I have so carefully built It is what I most crave and what I most fear!