Tag Archives: depression
I have been working at living a life where I manage my PTSD well. That is code for I try not to let it interrupt everything do. It has only been a couple of years that I have been convinced … Continue reading
Changes make me feel unsafe in the world no matter what. I tried to think of another ending for that sentence but the truth is big changes or little changes make me feel unsafe in the world. I recently changed … Continue reading
Sometimes I write to make sense of things in life that I do not understand. By now everyone has heard of the brutality of trapping and killing Cecil, the lion. Today we learned his brother Jerhico was also found murdered. I feel for the … Continue reading
Many years, many fears Never ending, done pretending Hurt to the core, never knowing for sure At the end of the day Will I ever be okay?
I’m not sure I should post today. I am feeling really cranky, that sounds so much less intimidating than I am angry. Anger is not a feeling that I do well. In fact, I spent so many years never acknowledging … Continue reading
I’m so tired of having PTSD…in fact I am so tired of forgetting for a moment that I have it only to have it come back and smack me in the face. I hate acknowledging it’s presence because then I … Continue reading