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The curse of facebook and PTSD!

I have been working at living a life where I manage my PTSD well. That is code for I try not to let it  interrupt everything do. It has only been a couple of years that I have been convinced … Continue reading

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The yelling drifted through the house…

My attempt at a short story … it does contain references to domestic violence and incest. The yelling drifted through the house. “Here we go again”, I said to my little brother. When he was six years old like me he … Continue reading

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angry scared, angry sad, angry mad!

Angry Scared Of course before angry scared came not angry. I went through life proudly stating that I never got angry. It was true I never felt anything and certainly not anger. I remember early in therapy trying to allow … Continue reading

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Bouncing Back!

So my last post was about shutting down but with the right support I am bouncing back. I don’t know if others can feel themselves shutting down or returning for that matter. When I feel as though I am coming … Continue reading

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The Chinese Buffet Changed My Life

One Saturday afternoon my partner and I went to the local Chinese buffet for dinner. This trip would change my life forever. One may imagine that there was some catastrophic accident or a really bad case of food poisoning for … Continue reading

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Therapy me vs. angry me

I’m not sure I should post today. I am feeling really cranky, that sounds so much less intimidating than I am angry. Anger is not a feeling that I do well. In fact, I spent so many years never acknowledging … Continue reading

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Why is PTSD a life sentence?

I’m so tired of having PTSD…in fact I am so tired of forgetting for a moment that I have it only to have it come back and smack me in the face. I hate acknowledging it’s presence because then I … Continue reading

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