Category Archives: self harm

The curse of facebook and PTSD!

I have been working at living a life where I manage my PTSD well. That is code for I try not to let it ¬†interrupt everything do. It has only been a couple of years that I have been convinced … Continue reading

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I Struggle…

I struggle to feel. I struggle to feel nothing. I struggle to feel something. I struggle to feel like everyone else. I struggle to feel like myself. I struggle to feel like I fit in. I struggle to feel special. … Continue reading

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World’s Greatest Time Traveler!

I take exception to those who do not believe I time travel. Thanks to my PTSD I feel like I am able to travel back in time at a moments notice. These trips are often not pleasant¬† but one moment … Continue reading

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angry scared, angry sad, angry mad!

Angry Scared Of course before angry scared came not angry. I went through life proudly stating that I never got angry. It was true I never felt anything and certainly not anger. I remember early in therapy trying to allow … Continue reading

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I wish I had answers. (could be triggering)

  I have almost come to accept the fact that I live with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Despite spending the last thirty years trying to cure myself, I admit defeat, I can not cure it. I can only live with … Continue reading

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