Monthly Archives: December 2015

the sword of knowing

I have shared many times that I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse. The word survivor means one must have fought a very difficult fight and lived to tell about it. I have indeed survived but I have also … Continue reading

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Feeling Sad

Odd things make me sad…. I was behind the school bus when the little girl and her mom walked hand in hand to the bus. The little girl with pink ribbons in her pig tails, stepped on to theĀ giant bus … Continue reading

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I want to throw a tantrum!

Does the confusion ever go away? Love is confusing, anger is confusing, being content only makes a little sense in my world …sometimes.I understand sadness more than any other emotion. On Tuesday I spoke up in anger toward coworker. I … Continue reading

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Assertive or Aggressive?

I wish I could tell the difference between a bad day , (which rumor has it happens to everyone) and a bad day due to PTSD. I know that moods change and life is not wonderful all of the time. … Continue reading

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