Monthly Archives: August 2015

Kitty strikes again!

Sometimes I forget just how powerful my PTSD can be. I have faced so many challenges and overcome quite a few. I enjoy writing about intellectual challenges I have overcome in my PTSD. However my issue today is not intellectual at all. … Continue reading

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How can it be????

How can it be that I have been working on healing from sexual abuse with professionals for 20 years and there are still times I call in between sessions? How can it be that simple things in life can cause … Continue reading

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The Chinese Buffet Changed My Life

One Saturday afternoon my partner and I went to the local Chinese buffet for dinner. This trip would change my life forever. One may imagine that there was some catastrophic accident or a really bad case of food poisoning for … Continue reading

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Knowledge is power! (May be Triggering)

Knowledge is power but how we use that knowledge shows the world who we are. Take for example, taking drugs or misusing  medication has the power to numb feelings. Some people use them to escape their past, while I avoid them … Continue reading

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Help me understand…

Sometimes I write to make sense of things in life that I do not understand. By now everyone has heard of the brutality of trapping and killing Cecil, the lion. Today we learned  his brother Jerhico was also found murdered. I feel for the … Continue reading

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