Monthly Archives: March 2015

You don’t know until you know!

The first time I heard the sentence “You don’t know until you know” I thought it was the most ridiculous thing I had ever heard. That sentence¬†often comes back to me in ¬†AHA moments and then it makes sense. The … Continue reading

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Owning PTSD

I have spent the past 49.5 years fighting to cure my own PTSD caused by childhood sexual abuse. I have worked as hard as I possibly could to make my PTSD go away. No matter how hard I tried it … Continue reading

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How much do I tell?

Today I looked in our refrigerator about a hundred times. I wasn’t hungry, not really! I was looking for something to fill the emptiness inside. The hole grew larger as my grown niece asked questions about my life before healing. … Continue reading

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