Monthly Archives: September 2014

PTSD stirkes again!

My thirty year old niece is beginning to put the pieces of her mothers past together with her mothers frequent emotional outbursts and meltdowns. Recently, my father shared that my six brothers, my sister and I, may not really be … Continue reading

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Feeling Old!

I remember when I thought other people were old. That number¬†progressed as I got older When I was 20 I thought 40 was old and 50 was ancient Then I turned 30 I thought ¬†50 was old and 60 was … Continue reading

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Fighting myself again!

Will there be a tomorrow where I don’t feel scared A tomorrow when I feel sure of myself Of others around me A day when I wake and don’t wonder will I get triggered today I know life will be … Continue reading

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never ending

Many years, many fears Never ending, done pretending Hurt to the core,  never knowing for sure At the end of the day Will I ever be okay?

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They call it a disorder for a reason.

The word acceptance keeps running through my mind. I don’t want to accept that PTSD will always have a place in my life. It’s funny I diagnosed myself with PTSD long before I ever sought any type of therapy. My … Continue reading

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