Monthly Archives: August 2014

Therapy me vs. angry me

I’m not sure I should post today. I am feeling really cranky, that sounds so much less intimidating than I am angry. Anger is not a feeling that I do well. In fact, I spent so many years never acknowledging … Continue reading

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Do I really want to start giving up now…do I have a choice?

So for a couple of weeks I have been struggling with my PTSD symptoms. I know where they are coming from and it hasn’t been enough to talk through them. My new job is located smack dab in the middle … Continue reading

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Why is PTSD a life sentence?

I’m so tired of having PTSD…in fact I am so tired of forgetting for a moment that I have it only to have it come back and smack me in the face. I hate acknowledging it’s presence because then I … Continue reading

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I get to choose this time.

Struggling to write tonite. My new job continues to be a challenge. I have never backed away from a challenge. That is not as strong as it sounds. In order to back down I would have to feel like what … Continue reading

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Peeking behind the curtain!

So I am three months into my job as a substance abuse counselor. My client is a level three sex offender, just released from prison. As an incest survivor who has struggled for years to live life as sanely as … Continue reading

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